Sometimes my attacks can be so strong I can pass out. I don’t really understand why I pass out, but before I do, the process is pretty overwhelming. It isn’t like in the picture in the sense that I hallucinate. Initially, it’s like the normal feeling I get all the time, so I can keep it under control. Soon enough, my limbs begin to feel heavier or maybe it’s more like a lack of control… I’m not sure really, I don’t tend to remember things too well. The scariest part for me however, is when I try to rest on something to calm myself down but I don’t feel it there, sometimes I feel like I’m just going to fall over. At this point, I can lose perception of what’s going on around me and I can only hear myself, freaking out in my head. Usually I can stumble to my bed unnoticed, black out and reawaken within about an hour. Other times I’m not so lucky.